Monday, January 5, 2009

How galz can do this without ugly feeling??????


m not lyng to u
m telling u the truth tht i lv some one else more thn u
n i cnt change the fact
i cried yesrtday coz wt evr i did bad to u was to mk u hate me so tht u go away from me so that i dont hv to tl u tht i lv some one else
i cn say honestly that u hv been too nice to me
dont thnk tht i was taking advantage of u or nythng lik tht
coz thngs all hpnd likd tht n i dnt thnk i also wished thngs to hapn lik this
bt it al hpnd
i cn just say sorry
n ask 4 ur forgvness
u are a very good person
n u desrve a very good lif
not with a girl lik me who doesnt know hw to tk cr of her own lif n to mk correct decisions at rite time n who lvs smone else thn u evnthough i knw hw much u lv me
i could hv kept this thng away from u n cntinue as earlier with u bt if i do so it wil b lik cheating myself ,urself n evrybody
bt now i know i m doing the rite thng aftr thnkg so many times
i have always admired n respected you and you will be always remebered lik that
you had treated me lik your own kid n i wont forget that ever
but m sorry if u r feeling tht i was cheating you
i was not
i am doing this so tht i dont hv to go through the ill fate of cheating you
atleast now if i dont do this this will be the worsest thing which i can do to u n god wont 4gv me 4 tht ever

so plz become normal fast
n come bak to lif
i know it wil b very hard on you
i hv never thought of u as a toy as u said
if i respect some on this earth u will b top among that list
so i am not evn saying tht try to understand me n all coz i dont hv tht rite
i cn just say try not to hate me atleast
even if u hate me now plz try to 4gv me oneday before i die
plzzz
this i am saying from my heart
wl b praying 4 u forever
take care
plz dont try to call me
i wont be picking up
coz i cant talk to u ny more
dont try to calll anyone
dont distrb them
n plz dont try to bring ny one inbetween nw i cnt change my decision coz i dont wnt u to force me to cheat u

bye

tkcr
have a lif tht u fully deserve
n you will surely have someone who is loyal n loving n takecare of you lik none can do in ur lif coz tht is wt u deserve
stay happy always

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